About Today

Assalamualaikum...

Today is quite a cool day and I'm in a good mood for the whole day. Hehehe..Alhamdulillah..

Well, I have only one class for the day which is law 012. The class is suppose to be in 2 hours but the lecturer make it to be only an hour lecture. We hooray for that! Hahahaa..but that's not the important part. I finally get the picture about the law concept which is very vital for me as I must understand the most basic part. Or else, I would be doomed! 

After all, I've figured out how to make notes! Thanks to Miss Salmah @ Miss Sal, my lecturer for law 012. This is very funny as making note should be simple but..... not the law notes. It needs to be understand, memorize and apply it. After this, start making the notes or I'll be lost....

Entry for Today

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

What a tiring day I had today. The classes are full and stressful especially the tutorial class for law 012. 

Here's the story. Miss Sal asked us to sit in our first tutorial group to discuss about the past year questions that she gave. And so, we all settled down in our group. While we were discussing very seriously (the question is very hard and confusing kot!), she interrupted by asking each group about a question about different views of laws from three different scholars. Unfortunately, the whole class failed to answered the question correctly. She was really really furious! We just couldn't understand the definition and how to simplify it or make it simpler for us to memorize or at least make notes. What a day.....

In the evening, all the pre-law students ( students of foundation in law) gathered to attend the first meeting for this semester. Well, we, the juniors get to meet our seniors and it's cool! Our club presidents achieved straight 4 flat for the past 2 semesters which gave me a wow to him! That is something that would motivate me that its not impossible to achieve something if we are determined to get it.

Well, what makes today is a tiring day is that we have to rushed here and there for our classes since our classes is full for the day. Plus the meeting after the class ended. And at night, I had to attend the meeting with the college committee. It last almost at 11pm nearly to midnight.

And now, I'm struggling to briefly understand the second chapter of law 012. Or else..., I'll be in a hot soup tomorrow....huhu...

My Mother

Alhamdulillah, I still have some time to spent here despite having a tiring day.

I was thinking about my mother. I called her mama. Mama came to visit me this evening because she wants to take my lappy to install a software. She came here and brought a very delicious macaroni for me. I was touched and I felt like I want to cry. She injured her finger with a knife which had to be stitched and yet, she still have the effort to cook for me even though it was terribly painful for her to do the cook. I could say that it was the most delicious meal I ever ate since I was here. 

I was about to ask a little expenditure but as I think that I was just adding the burden for them (my parents), then let me try to survive as they had survived and struggled for me. I want to let them know how much I would appreciate and love them for every single sacrifice they had done for me. 

Maybe they would say that they really love and appreciate their moms because they are far from their family. As for me, wherever I go, I always pray that I will never ever forget mama and papa. Open your arms and try to reach the farthest of the east and west, and that's how much I love mama and papa.

This memory is just a part of their sacrifices for me. It's just that I could never thank you enough from this day. 

Mama, papa, I promised that I will struggle to reach my goal...for you. InsyaAllah...

Life for Today

As I promised, I would note my life here. If possible, almost everyday, insyaAllah..

I had a BEL 260 this morning and given a task to deliver a speech on how to improve my university. This was the best part. I draft a different sentences in the script but deliver a different speech when I come in front. This is really funny as I struggled so hard to stick to the notes I draft. The notes is in my lecturer's hand, Madam Raza. She looked stunned when she hear I'm speaking things that differ from the text in her hand. She was just smiling and try not to laugh..hahhaa....even my friend who sit next to me....her face was like.."this is not what you wrote"..

Okay, i know this is my stage freight since I was a debater. That's why there's no point for me to create a nice and fancy words to be my text as it is pointless. hahahaa...my lecturer would ask each of us to write comments on a piece of paper for our friends presentation. So, I get my comments and it's quite positive but as for myself, I am still must improve a lot...especially my eye contacts. This is my weak point!!! How to overcome it??? Majority of my friends said so..Hmm..gotta do something about that, definitely...so, thanks to my friends for sincere comments and I really appreciate that...

Last night, I'm making notes for my law subjects after preparing my speech. It was really....or should I say super complicated??!! Why you asked??!! I have to be creative in making my notes because not sometimes, but most of the times.., the law facts is quite complicated to understand as I'm not quite familiar yet with the 'law' language. Most of the time, I'm not really understand about what am I writing about my notes of law.....

Need some advice here...huhu..

Move on to the next chapter, when I was blogging here.., my friends in facebook just popped out in my chatbox. He, (yes my friend is a he) asked did I study in UiTM Kedah? So I said yes and why? It's pretty funny that he claimed that he also was here and taking the same foundation with me but we never met each other!! How cool was that?? hahahaa....I was surprised and so was he! It's been for almost 3 weeks but yet, we never jumped over each other in could I say that this university is not so big..! This is really awkward or I should tell myself that I was too 'busy' that I couldn't even know the presence of my ex-PRIMARY schoolmate...It never crossed my mind that, when I come here, I would meet again with my ex-primary schoolmate..

What a small world!!!
I always thought it is just a cliche that an old friends meet again and all that drama..haha..
But I'm not making drama with him okay..!!

My last lecture class for today.....

In BEL 313 just now drives me crazy thinking about the arguments, disagreement and all the description as well as the explanation.  (nak pecah kepala otak teman memikirnyer..)

Well, this is the entry of the day today. Gotta to figure out few things out...
InsyaAllah.., I will be given some spare times to spent here.

My New Journey of Life

Assalamualaikum..

It's been for a month I didn't blog in here. There's a lot of stories that's happening even within a month. First and foremost, (waaa..aku dah speaking..) I got an offer to further my study at UiTM Kedah which is....just a stone's throw away from my house..haahaha..

I will be a foundation in law student for a year before straight to degree. It's quite obvious that my major has turned 360 degree upside down because this is not what I learnt for the past two years which is the engineering field. But, this is my choice. This is the real me. No hypocracy here..I want to be a legal advisor in Islamic banking, insyaAllah...

Next chapter, I kind of frustrating as UiTM is not my first choice to study. I'm targeting UIA as I want to further in syariah. But then, my mama consoled me that there is always a hikmah. And, so here I am in UiTM Kedah as a law student. It is a cliche' that when we go to a new place, we will meet new friends and so it does to me. They're all come from a solid background in education and very excellent. It boosts me to excel myself just like them. For example, improving my English..(tapi ada je ayat yang beretrabur..huhu). 

I get to know guys, most of them, from Perak. The girls majority from Kelantan. It gives me a big question mark??? Is Kelantan lacked of lawyer?? There's just so many of them. More than half of my class!!! The best part is I have the opportunity which is very insane to hear that is..., I finally meet my neighbor just in front of my house. I've been staying there for years and I never met him until I stepped my foot into this university..hahaaa..

My goal now is to get good CGPA so that I could receive another scholarship for my degree insyaAllah.., as I received now. Furthermore, I want to help my parents to ease the burden in financial. I want to help my race. I am thankful because my heart is finally opened to fight justice for my race, religion and my country. Being as a law student, taught me a lot of things about laws and justice and also morality.

Therefore, I promised myself to get my goal strike to the end..

I won't disappoint my mama and papa especially. 

I think that's all about my expression this time. 

More to come after this probably, as I planned to entry every moment in my life being as a UiTM student. InsyaAllah...

Don't Say A Word....

It's been nearly a month since I didn't blog in here. As always, not that I didn't have any ideas, it's just the time that matters. About my life currently, nothing extraordinary (not that I was dreaming about being a superstar). I'm still working and keep on working until any university invited me to pursue my study. Hopefully.....

I am hoping that I could continue in law. I know,.... a technical school student who is taking engineering is going for law??!! Don't say a word. I found my passion in it. I was a former debater for my school and have been to the national in debate. I have fall in love with this world. I'm so sorry that I may have disappointed other people who wanted to see me be as an engineer but I just can't pretend myself liking something that I don't like ! I always become someone else to make myself to like things that I'm not keen of. But, despite I don't like engineering for two years, doesn't mean I'm ruining myself for two years. I've learnt a lot of new knowledge. So, thank you to engineering world for giving me chances to be part of your family just for two years. There's a lot of values that engineering has taught me and most importantly, the great patience to face all the adventures in exploring the world and to become a better person.

But, I will never ever buried my dream to be a pilot someday. Perhaps after I have a degree in law. InsyaAllah..

Till, this day I always thankful to Allah for always giving me the bless. I may not be the best, but everything seems simple in this life and I'm enjoying this moderate life. Everything looks fine and so far, after the incident last year (which I don't want to share right now) I'm good. Alhamdulillah. Praise to Allah.

So, I'm gonna zip my mouth if anyone asked me about it. Because...., life is short. And I just want to be myself as long as I have given a chance to live. ( I got this word from my teacher. She used to be my Bahasa Melayu teacher also the advisor of the School Prefects Body). And, I guess..she was right and make me realized about this life.

The Result

Not much that I want to say in this blog. Just a few things to be updated in life recently. I've just got my driving license.Well, it reduces the pressure since I was so scared to deal with the JPJ. Hihihi... The days which will decide my future are numbered...The SPM result, of course. I was so scared that I would failed even though I know that I've gave my best shot. I was afraid to see the tears of disappoinment in my parents eyes. I want them to cry with joy seeing me with the glorious victory. I may not be the best but it is enough for me to give them  what they want. To see me entering the university. That is their dream and my dream is only to see them happy. I won't care what will happen to me but the only thing that I know is that my parents would always be happy. Being the eldest in the family isn't that easy, huh?? 

I know that all the Malaysian has been well mindset that the SPM is the future. (That's including me). If you're doomed in your exam, you seems to get no brighter future. You won't get something easily. Some people may agreed but others don't. The SPM isn't everything in life at all. For me, it was just an exam to test the IQ of the students whether they are eligible to enter the tertiary education or not. And to select students to go for specific courses at the higher institution according to their achievement. So, if you failed, what's the big deal?? You still can survive in life except that your road won't be as easy as others who are well performed in SPM. That's just it. 

I've read about a lot of people who don't have any qualified education to be a chairman or a bigshot in prestigious organization. They do admit that they regretted that they have failed in their exams. But, they take it as a challenge to build their strengths back and put them on top. That is the spirit. 

I'm not trying to bring the message something like "alaa, aku fail SPM. tak pe, nak buat macam mana kan?" in my post this time. I was trying to say that in life, we shouldn't give up easily. Have faith in Allah. The Almighty knows everything that He has destined for us. We have strived very hard for two years. Now, it's time to have faith in Him. Pray to Him with sincerity. InsyaAllah, we will suceeded not just in our exams but in our life. 

Percaya kepada qada' dan qadar - rukun Iman keenam.

Semoga semua calon SPM 2010 mendapat kejayaan yang terbaik pada 23 MAC 2011 ini. InsyaAllah....