The Result

Not much that I want to say in this blog. Just a few things to be updated in life recently. I've just got my driving license.Well, it reduces the pressure since I was so scared to deal with the JPJ. Hihihi... The days which will decide my future are numbered...The SPM result, of course. I was so scared that I would failed even though I know that I've gave my best shot. I was afraid to see the tears of disappoinment in my parents eyes. I want them to cry with joy seeing me with the glorious victory. I may not be the best but it is enough for me to give them  what they want. To see me entering the university. That is their dream and my dream is only to see them happy. I won't care what will happen to me but the only thing that I know is that my parents would always be happy. Being the eldest in the family isn't that easy, huh?? 

I know that all the Malaysian has been well mindset that the SPM is the future. (That's including me). If you're doomed in your exam, you seems to get no brighter future. You won't get something easily. Some people may agreed but others don't. The SPM isn't everything in life at all. For me, it was just an exam to test the IQ of the students whether they are eligible to enter the tertiary education or not. And to select students to go for specific courses at the higher institution according to their achievement. So, if you failed, what's the big deal?? You still can survive in life except that your road won't be as easy as others who are well performed in SPM. That's just it. 

I've read about a lot of people who don't have any qualified education to be a chairman or a bigshot in prestigious organization. They do admit that they regretted that they have failed in their exams. But, they take it as a challenge to build their strengths back and put them on top. That is the spirit. 

I'm not trying to bring the message something like "alaa, aku fail SPM. tak pe, nak buat macam mana kan?" in my post this time. I was trying to say that in life, we shouldn't give up easily. Have faith in Allah. The Almighty knows everything that He has destined for us. We have strived very hard for two years. Now, it's time to have faith in Him. Pray to Him with sincerity. InsyaAllah, we will suceeded not just in our exams but in our life. 

Percaya kepada qada' dan qadar - rukun Iman keenam.

Semoga semua calon SPM 2010 mendapat kejayaan yang terbaik pada 23 MAC 2011 ini. InsyaAllah....

Buah Kesabaran Itu Manis Sekali

Not much that I want to say in this post. It's been a quite a long time since my last post. I've gone through a lot of things since I've finished the last SPM exam paper. I try to keep in touch back with my Ibrahim's friends through Facebook. So far, it went well. Despite that all of us have been very busy in our own world, we still manage to catch up each other. I also try (very hard) to follow up my friends in Terengganu but I doubt that I'm still one of them. A bad memories indeed in Terengganu. I wish I could wipe off all the memories back in Terengganu because I know, once I stepped out the exam hall, I would leave all the sad memories back there. Nothing left for me to flashback the hatred I've received as a foreign student in that school. Nothing more.......

Of course we do believe the pepatah Melayu said dalam setandan pisang, tidak semuanya busuk. I've gone through the hardship for two years with my loyal friends, best companions who are always right beside me whenever I faced the hatred of others. Nor Ayati Aziz. Ayati.., a nice name just like its owner. I wish I could post her picture in here but unfortunately I don't actually have her photos. Her beautiful smile and her spirit to cheer me up will always be in my mind. 

Atie, I miss you dear. Where are you? Why did't you return my calls and SMSes? After what we all have gone through together as a roommate and classmate, you are my best friend back in Terengganu. All the memories with you is still with me. I didn't left it when I stepped out from the hall. But, in the end, how could you lie to me?!

(Sighing)

I took sometime to be alone with myself to reflect back my life when I was a student at SM Teknik Terengganu. All I could see was a hardship and the hatred I received. And yet, I managed to survive two years there. I learn that patience is the ultimate victory for all the challenges whenever I faced them. I've got to say thank you to the people who hated me for teaching me patience. It's undeniable that your hatred has made me to become a strong person to survive in this hipocratic world. I feel like I am a different person who is more calm for another adventures in my life. 

Also, thanks for my teachers who never gives up educating me with all the values of life. I will never forget for all the things you have done to me. 

P/S: Finally, buah kesabaran itu manis sekali. Syukur Ya Allah...Terima kasih kerana memberikan ujian itu kerana hamba kini insaf dan lebih tabah menghadapi dugaan yang Engkau berikan.