Can't Wait to Get Started

Assalamualaikum..

I still didn't start my classes yet. So, yeah, I still have time to blog here. Since I'm so darn bored!

Okey.., first and foremost, tonight is my an election day for the MeLEX syura council. I'm one of the candidate so yeah.., for sure.., I'm quite scared. Not that I will lose, but the in prompt to session. It requires all of the candidates to talk spontaneously based on the topic given straight away. Thinking about this, I started to feel that my stomach was gonna hurl...

Scary...though. It's been my nightmare or even day-mare these few days actually. This is my very first time to be a candidate for an election. I have to speak in front of almost 600 students..!!!

Hope this will all end soon enough. And most importantly, I wouldn't startle or mumbling crappy things when I'm on stage later..insyaAllah...

Well, I'm trying to get the course outline if possible so that I could get a picture of how different the syllabus here compare to UiTM. 

Basically, my class would start this evening. So, I shall wait. Until then, I still had a scary thought about tonight. Huh...creepy...:(

I guess that just it for this post..

Wish me well for tonight....

InsyaAllah..

Life at CFS

Assalamualaikum..

Just to amuse myself from the boredom of doing nothing at all. I'm currently, as you already know at the CFS, IIUM. Recently, I've just finished my English Test & Arabic Test. For the English, alhamdulillah, I've been exempted from taking English classes. This is actually an advantage for me as I can skipped for a semester before entering the main campus, insyaAllah...

For Arabic, hahaa..I will have to start from the kindergarten level since I have no basic at all!! (reminder: when I was in the examination hall for the Arabic paper, the only thing I could do is to write my name only!!) The rest is..history..huhuhu

Well, even though I can finished the foundation study within a year, I don't think think that I could carry the burden of the pressure where they will pushed us to finished the syllabus within a short period. I'm not sure if I can go on with that.

Meaning, insyaAllah, will extend my foundation here for one & a half year. 

My lofe in this campus is quite normal as the class didn't started yet. But, eventually I've joined the MeLEX. It's a society for all law foundation students here. Within a week, surprisingly, I'm one of the candidate who will be in an election for the Syura Council for 2011/2012. I mean, yeah, this is really big for me. This Monday, there will be an election and I had to undergo an in prompt to in front of almost 600 pre-law students!!! Huh.., take a deep breath now. This is way too huge for me. 

InsyaAllah, everything will be fine. (when I said this, i felt that there's a butterfly in my stomach. Gosh!!)

I also got my new roommateS! Yes, there's an 's' there. One is Fitriyyah and the other is Fatin Hazwani. Both of them are from Penang actually. And actually, they are from the same school, SMK (P) St George. Yeah, it's a great school. It's normal as there are a lot of students here who cam from great school, of course. 

So, for this weekend, I have to practice for my in prompt to for the election on Monday night. This is really freaking me out!! Huh..take a deep breath again..

Okay, I think that's it for now. Maybe after this I'll be very busy catching up with all the classes that I've left behind. Wow..there could be tonnes of load works to do later!!

The Past & The Future

Assalamualaikum..,

It's been a very busy period for me till I couldn't even my time to blog in here. Well, Alahamdulillah, I' ve got this opportunity.

First & foremost, I am no longer a UiTM student, no longer a Pre-Lawrians there. Last Wednesday, I got an offer from the UIA to study law here. So, I accept the offer since I really wanted to come here. (well, been keeping this dream since primary school)

UiTM is my past. I really love being there with my friends. I ought to have the best experience about friendship ever being in there. Thanks to Shima & all my law class friends for being wonderful with me. I could never thank all of you enough for that,

To my best ever roommate, Shima..
I will never forget you as I will always miss you as my best friend ever. Although we were friends in just a short time, but we're very close that I thought, how am I gonna leave you? Frankly speaking, I REALLY MISS YOU, dear..!!! But, this is my choice. I have to be strong, though I never knew that if I will ever have a friend like you again.

Shima.., after this, I will no longer sharing my coins with you for the laundry, eat at the food court together, eating roti impit, and the best part being with you is sitting by the lake in the evening, (there's no lake here!)

Shima, I hope you will achieve your dream some day and do miss me..:)

To all my friends in PI005 1E, I just wanna shout that you guys are so rock!!! I will absolutely miss the moment with you guys. If I ever had the pictures of all of you guys, I will definitely post in here. Yet, I'm still posting it in my mind.

Baby, thanks for accompanying me & let me call you baby. hahaa..just kidding..

Awanis, thanks for the knowledge that we shared together. You are really best study companion. Thanks for sticking up with me all this while.

To the rest of the girls, I will mention all your names in my heart, thanks a lot for being my friends and again, you are still the best!!

For the boys, I could never say much as you guys are really funny..!! You guys truly make the class so havoc and happening. You know what makes our class is really fun that makes don't wanna leave is you guys. You made the class enjoyable and fun learning. Thanks to all...:)

Then, my future.
As a student in such a prestigious foundation center makes me feel that I really have to strive this time. I'm competing with the best among the best students in Malaysia. InsyaAllah, will try to adapt myself here and to excel just like them.

About Today

Assalamualaikum...

Today is quite a cool day and I'm in a good mood for the whole day. Hehehe..Alhamdulillah..

Well, I have only one class for the day which is law 012. The class is suppose to be in 2 hours but the lecturer make it to be only an hour lecture. We hooray for that! Hahahaa..but that's not the important part. I finally get the picture about the law concept which is very vital for me as I must understand the most basic part. Or else, I would be doomed! 

After all, I've figured out how to make notes! Thanks to Miss Salmah @ Miss Sal, my lecturer for law 012. This is very funny as making note should be simple but..... not the law notes. It needs to be understand, memorize and apply it. After this, start making the notes or I'll be lost....

Entry for Today

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..

What a tiring day I had today. The classes are full and stressful especially the tutorial class for law 012. 

Here's the story. Miss Sal asked us to sit in our first tutorial group to discuss about the past year questions that she gave. And so, we all settled down in our group. While we were discussing very seriously (the question is very hard and confusing kot!), she interrupted by asking each group about a question about different views of laws from three different scholars. Unfortunately, the whole class failed to answered the question correctly. She was really really furious! We just couldn't understand the definition and how to simplify it or make it simpler for us to memorize or at least make notes. What a day.....

In the evening, all the pre-law students ( students of foundation in law) gathered to attend the first meeting for this semester. Well, we, the juniors get to meet our seniors and it's cool! Our club presidents achieved straight 4 flat for the past 2 semesters which gave me a wow to him! That is something that would motivate me that its not impossible to achieve something if we are determined to get it.

Well, what makes today is a tiring day is that we have to rushed here and there for our classes since our classes is full for the day. Plus the meeting after the class ended. And at night, I had to attend the meeting with the college committee. It last almost at 11pm nearly to midnight.

And now, I'm struggling to briefly understand the second chapter of law 012. Or else..., I'll be in a hot soup tomorrow....huhu...

My Mother

Alhamdulillah, I still have some time to spent here despite having a tiring day.

I was thinking about my mother. I called her mama. Mama came to visit me this evening because she wants to take my lappy to install a software. She came here and brought a very delicious macaroni for me. I was touched and I felt like I want to cry. She injured her finger with a knife which had to be stitched and yet, she still have the effort to cook for me even though it was terribly painful for her to do the cook. I could say that it was the most delicious meal I ever ate since I was here. 

I was about to ask a little expenditure but as I think that I was just adding the burden for them (my parents), then let me try to survive as they had survived and struggled for me. I want to let them know how much I would appreciate and love them for every single sacrifice they had done for me. 

Maybe they would say that they really love and appreciate their moms because they are far from their family. As for me, wherever I go, I always pray that I will never ever forget mama and papa. Open your arms and try to reach the farthest of the east and west, and that's how much I love mama and papa.

This memory is just a part of their sacrifices for me. It's just that I could never thank you enough from this day. 

Mama, papa, I promised that I will struggle to reach my goal...for you. InsyaAllah...

Life for Today

As I promised, I would note my life here. If possible, almost everyday, insyaAllah..

I had a BEL 260 this morning and given a task to deliver a speech on how to improve my university. This was the best part. I draft a different sentences in the script but deliver a different speech when I come in front. This is really funny as I struggled so hard to stick to the notes I draft. The notes is in my lecturer's hand, Madam Raza. She looked stunned when she hear I'm speaking things that differ from the text in her hand. She was just smiling and try not to laugh..hahhaa....even my friend who sit next to me....her face was like.."this is not what you wrote"..

Okay, i know this is my stage freight since I was a debater. That's why there's no point for me to create a nice and fancy words to be my text as it is pointless. hahahaa...my lecturer would ask each of us to write comments on a piece of paper for our friends presentation. So, I get my comments and it's quite positive but as for myself, I am still must improve a lot...especially my eye contacts. This is my weak point!!! How to overcome it??? Majority of my friends said so..Hmm..gotta do something about that, definitely...so, thanks to my friends for sincere comments and I really appreciate that...

Last night, I'm making notes for my law subjects after preparing my speech. It was really....or should I say super complicated??!! Why you asked??!! I have to be creative in making my notes because not sometimes, but most of the times.., the law facts is quite complicated to understand as I'm not quite familiar yet with the 'law' language. Most of the time, I'm not really understand about what am I writing about my notes of law.....

Need some advice here...huhu..

Move on to the next chapter, when I was blogging here.., my friends in facebook just popped out in my chatbox. He, (yes my friend is a he) asked did I study in UiTM Kedah? So I said yes and why? It's pretty funny that he claimed that he also was here and taking the same foundation with me but we never met each other!! How cool was that?? hahahaa....I was surprised and so was he! It's been for almost 3 weeks but yet, we never jumped over each other in could I say that this university is not so big..! This is really awkward or I should tell myself that I was too 'busy' that I couldn't even know the presence of my ex-PRIMARY schoolmate...It never crossed my mind that, when I come here, I would meet again with my ex-primary schoolmate..

What a small world!!!
I always thought it is just a cliche that an old friends meet again and all that drama..haha..
But I'm not making drama with him okay..!!

My last lecture class for today.....

In BEL 313 just now drives me crazy thinking about the arguments, disagreement and all the description as well as the explanation.  (nak pecah kepala otak teman memikirnyer..)

Well, this is the entry of the day today. Gotta to figure out few things out...
InsyaAllah.., I will be given some spare times to spent here.

My New Journey of Life

Assalamualaikum..

It's been for a month I didn't blog in here. There's a lot of stories that's happening even within a month. First and foremost, (waaa..aku dah speaking..) I got an offer to further my study at UiTM Kedah which is....just a stone's throw away from my house..haahaha..

I will be a foundation in law student for a year before straight to degree. It's quite obvious that my major has turned 360 degree upside down because this is not what I learnt for the past two years which is the engineering field. But, this is my choice. This is the real me. No hypocracy here..I want to be a legal advisor in Islamic banking, insyaAllah...

Next chapter, I kind of frustrating as UiTM is not my first choice to study. I'm targeting UIA as I want to further in syariah. But then, my mama consoled me that there is always a hikmah. And, so here I am in UiTM Kedah as a law student. It is a cliche' that when we go to a new place, we will meet new friends and so it does to me. They're all come from a solid background in education and very excellent. It boosts me to excel myself just like them. For example, improving my English..(tapi ada je ayat yang beretrabur..huhu). 

I get to know guys, most of them, from Perak. The girls majority from Kelantan. It gives me a big question mark??? Is Kelantan lacked of lawyer?? There's just so many of them. More than half of my class!!! The best part is I have the opportunity which is very insane to hear that is..., I finally meet my neighbor just in front of my house. I've been staying there for years and I never met him until I stepped my foot into this university..hahaaa..

My goal now is to get good CGPA so that I could receive another scholarship for my degree insyaAllah.., as I received now. Furthermore, I want to help my parents to ease the burden in financial. I want to help my race. I am thankful because my heart is finally opened to fight justice for my race, religion and my country. Being as a law student, taught me a lot of things about laws and justice and also morality.

Therefore, I promised myself to get my goal strike to the end..

I won't disappoint my mama and papa especially. 

I think that's all about my expression this time. 

More to come after this probably, as I planned to entry every moment in my life being as a UiTM student. InsyaAllah...