5 Things that I learn

1. I just finished my SPM. I'm a school leavers now. Currently doing a part time job in a company of engineering and construction. Sort of. To think again how lucky I am considering that most of my friends still didn't get employed yet. For those who gets PLKN, no big deal. The thing is, its kind of a little bit awkward since that I'm working at the account department. I am a technical school student who's taking civil engineering courses. I have to start from a scratch back to cope up with my new work in the account's world which I never think about. But take it on the bright side, I gain a whole new experiences with account. Haha. Joining together with some new friends who are also my new colleagues is aawesome. It does takes some times for me to get along with them especially when they are much, much older than me. I have to take care 4 managers who normally are very, very bossy ( Everyone knows that all bosses are bossy anyway ). One thing that I've learned when we are put in a place where nobody knows us that we can become a quick learner. Really quick. If I want to survive working in that company then I really have to show what I'm capable of. That's what every employees promised. The same cliche' statement, I will do my very best to increase the productivity of my company. A common and a lame one. Too good to be true actually. That's for a real or perhaps what we called as a constant worker in a company. As for me who is just doing a part time job, I have my own aim why I work there even the job description is not in my field. At least I will know when I get graduated, I won't become the so called penganggur terhormat  because  we just don't have too much options when in front of us nowadays especially when you are going to apply for a job. So, working now is my opportunity to discover more about the real venture in the job's world.
2. I was just asking myself how far have we applied what we learn for almost 11 years in both primary and secondary school in our real life. It popped out of my minds when I reflect back of what I've learnt in school after all these years. Suddenly, I just realised that most of us just study like going nuts just to pass examinations and not practically even trying to use it in a real world. Is that why some of us just failed in life? They can't implement what they have been taught by the school teachers. So, the second lesson I learn is not that we have to learn on how to pass the exams but the most vital is how we are going to use it for good.
3. We come to the third thing tonight. It is basically related to the second's actually. When you learn just for the exams, it seems to me that our ultimate goals is just passing the exams. What are we going to do after that? Of course for the high achievers would receive  scholarships but there are many people who are still looking for their true purposes of life. Simple questions like what am I gonna be after this?  It is a different thing for someone who already have their goals in life. They have determined about what they are going to do. Now I learn how important to have a goal in life or most people might assume is as azam tahun baru. I think we can always have a new goal and go for it even though it is not tahun baru right?
4. Having experience of working is a whole new thing for me. This means, we can generate our own sources of income. This is the the moment when we will learn how to manage our bank accounts and how wise we will spend the money especially for the girls who love shopping..just like me. Honestly, I can't control myself from spending too much cash in a bookstore one at a time. And this matter will get worse when I just set up my mind like this..ehh, nie duit aku. suka hati aku lar nak buat ape ngan duit ni!  I guess I need some advice on how to get rid of this thought. The best thing is told my mama and she always know what to do although I might dislike a little bit of what she is going to do next but at least I'm lucky because I can always trust her in this kind of case. Having this thought has finally comes to my sense that I would always look for my mother in whatever things that I do. I love you, mama. Sounds mushy a little.
5. Finally, before I stopped for tonight, my mind was wondering is it true that majority  people who bloggged were just want to express their feelings  for what they so called my loved one ? I don't really know how far the truth is but most of my friends and pals said so. Oh well, back to reality I should not interfere anyone's business. They too, have their rights to do things as long as it is not illegal. inikan negara demokrasi. rakyat bebas bersuara dan berekspresi. Suddenly, ala-ala amateur politicians lah pulak.heheehe. What's important now is about myself trying to use my blog for good.

p/s: is it really possible to make a blog as our diary rather than a real diary book ?